I don't get it. I don't get me. I don't know if I'm straight. I dont' know if I'm bisexual. I know I'm not lesbian, but I do get attracted to some members of the same sex. Oh yes, finally admitting to the world that that happens. It's just like, I don't understand it. I need to understand this! I should not be questioning my orientation like this, it's making me fuckin' insane. Well, anyway, there's this girl, Jessie, met her at soccer, she's 15, nice, great personality...she told me she can see us being together, and that she likes me. It's so weird. But like, I still like Ryan. I still like Willy. (haha, durrrr!) I like this other kid that I will never mention cos it's just fucking...fucking...I don't know. We're just complete opposites, but still, I can see us somehow together. I don't know. I've been majorly fucked up for the past few days. Hopefully this is just some fucked up phase! Not that I have a problem with gay, lesbian, or bisexual people;; matter-o-fact, I fuckin' love them! Okay, ummm, I'm just fucking confused. I guess I need sleep. I don't fucking know. I just don't like these fucking thoughts! They're really starting to piss me off!