Jamie has told six people a very big secret and if any of them tell anybody, she'll probably kill them. Not good. Why does she always have to open her fucking mouth...especially about guys. Grr! I shall kill Jamie myself. But anyway, Guy was wearing an actual shirt today. Surprised me. I still don't talk to Guy. We're so different, I really have nothing to say. Dammit! Why the fuck won't I just open my fucking mouth? Well, right now I can't. I've been taping my mouth shut. I don't have anything good to say. So I'll just keep the raging war in my head...and my heart.