Screw that Prom entry, I think I have decided not to do it, and if I do, I'll just make it a "private entry". Anyways, I was watching some country music channel earlier, and it was doing dedications from Iraq. American soldiers were dedicating songs to their loved ones and then the musicians played the music. And for the first time in a long, long, long while, I felt extremely patriotic. I felt so damn proud to be an American. Those are two emotions that have not been with me for quite a time. I really don't know what to make of it...I've always been somewhat patriotic, in different ways...But this time, I felt like waving the American flag and just being all-around a happy-go-lucky joyful American. Honestly, with these feelings popping up, I really have no idea what to make of myself, I don't know what to do. I don't think I can do anything, actually. Perhaps this is my path. I wish Jon was online, I could talk to him about it, he'd understand...even if we aren't on a stable basis right now. Actually, I'm not even sure if we're still friends. So, anyone, I just wanted to make an entry. I really didn't know what to think of the random injection of thoughts. But I figured that maybe down the road, when I'm still out trying to find myself, I'll look through this, and it will help me out. Because, really, it's the true reason I have this damn thing. [Except for the fact that I need to talk to something that isn't alive about Mr. Liberal.] Maybe just cos it's Memorial Day Weekend I'm feeling patriotic. I don't know. I'll see if it has changed within the next week or so. Oh, and I should be back to writing more in less than two weeks time. School ends on the seventh.