And life goes on without a voice. Haha. I think I'm losing my voice. And I don't think Ryan is going to be able to come over today. But my brother is coming up. And like, I wouldn't know what to do. I enjoy spending time with Ryan, but Jeremy, I only see him like once every week or 2 weeks. And that's sad. And like, Ryan can't hang out until like after 3 or 4. And gosh, I don't know. I have also received news that one of my friends' deals. Meaning marijuana. Mary Jane. Pot. Ganja. Weed. Whatever the hell you wanna call it. And I know it's bad to feel proud of him, but I am. I really don't know why. He's changed sooooo much. I hope I see him soon, he was like my best friend in 7th and 8th grade. I’m mixing up a bunch of magic stuff A magic mushroom cloud of care A potion that'll rock, the boat will rock And make a bomb of love and blow it up. Gosh, I totally cannot fucking wait until July 5th. It shall be a fucking smashing day.