Well, I didn't make an entry yesterday. Wasn't much to say, obviously. I played Scrabble against Parker; twice. She won both times. I've been eating this weird small pasta thing, it's good, but I miss my steak. Rare, delicious, juicy steak. =) Yeah! And I've been having a ton of milkshakes. Great, making me fat just in time for school! I really don't care. I weigh 125 pounds. I've been between 120 and 130 for the past like 5 or so years, so I guess it's all good! It's 6:45, obviously I took off from work. I feel bad about it though. I've never done this without having somebody fill in for me. =( Oh well. Just hope the kitchen isn't mad at me tomorrow when I go in. =( I'm pretty out of it. I've been pretty out of it for the past week, even before these fucking painkillers. I am not yet realizing that I have school on Monday. Yes, MONDAY. It's extreme. I mean, I want to go back. I really do. I miss everybody. Especially Harmony. I haven't seen her in ages, and we've grown apart soooooo much. Yeah =( I hate when that happens. Cos then, it's hard to fix. But this friendship, it must be fixed. She's a genuine nice, wonderful person that almost everybody should meet. && she gets along so well with everybody! Yeah. =( I miss my friends. But school...on MONDAY. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?! Ahhhh, and I'm a flippin' Junior. What the hell?! Don't we have to like take the SATs and PSSAs and weird funky shit like that in this grade??? I think so. Oh yeah, I'm so not ready to go back to reality. In fact, I pretty much bloody hate reality. Yeah. I'm so fucking tired. =[ I think I'm going to go play another round of Scrabble with Parker. She enjoys that game so much. And she thinks of much better words than I do. I wish I was more like her. In fact, I'm going to TRY to be more like her. Cos, she does exist right inside my body, she just needs to get out more. Maybe this year, is the year where I'll discover who I am. So I don't have to make up aliases for myself anymore. =( ♥??? Spread the love guys. It's all we have left. ♥