It's been raining on and off for a few days now so it's been cold outside. =( I got to sleep in today. Until 7.30 or something like that. Nifty!! But I had to go to the dentist and I got numbed. =) I LOVE getting numbed! So, I got to school at 9.50 which means I still had to go attend study hall. But Tom is in there! (he's my brothers' best friend and I love the kid mucho!) So, I talked to him a little bit. And then that bogus ended. Geometry was quite boring. We had this triathalon thingy and well, people were attending that. But then that got cancelled because it was lightning-ing and thundering outside. But anyways, then I went to History. My teacher always yells at me because I come in late every day. She's insane. But, I am guilty in making myself late. I stop by my friend Timmy's locker and talk to him and then walk down the hall with him because I hardly get to see him anymore. Whatever!! Well, that class was lame too! I mean, I only enjoy it because Ryan sits behind me. x3 During A&P we took notes on the PENIS! haha. Yeah, quite fun. I have this friend, Julie, she's fucking crazy as hell. Like, I can't even explain it. She doesn't want to write the word "penis" on her paper, so she makes Brianne do it. She can't stand people that are in relationships. The other day, when Ryan and I were holding hands she was like "guys don't be so nauseating". And yesterday, we were watching a video in A&P about these 2 people that were hitting puberty and shit and they were like 14 and 16 maybe (?) and the guy put his arm around the girl and she's screams "stop that!!". I shall punch her one of these days and tell her to get a life because I am so sick of her bullshit. =) I then went to my locker to find Ryan there trying to open it. Which he doesn't even remember my combination so I don't know why he was trying to get it open. But whatever! So, I tried opening it; it was jammed!!! WOOOHOOO! So, I just put my books in Rob's locker (Ryan's best friend). And then lunch, lunch was boring. I don't even remember if Isabel told a joke or not!!! NOOOOOO!!! English was dull because I didn't have my book or anything, and Mrs. Snyder wouldn't let me go to the office. Idiot!! But I like that class because I have Ryan in front of me. x3! In Spanish we had a substitute so I went to the office and a janitor came up and opened my locker and told me that I have to clean it because it's really, really messy. Then, I didn't have enough room in my locker for everything, so I was just like "fuck it, all we're doing in Spanish is watching some stupid movie!" So, I packed my bookbag up and went to the photography room. I'm not in photography though! So, I just watched Brianne do a bunch of projects with some pretty spiffy pictures! So then, I was walking down the hall with Brianne and I see Ryan and I try shouting for him to get his attention but my voice isn't back yet, so I couldn't get him. But Brianne is such a wonderful friend, she got his attention for me!!! So, we went to his locker. =) Well, we kissed, obviously. And I almost missed my bus cos of him. Good thing I didn't. And you know what I learned today...all guys are pretty much the same. Nikki has been telling me that for a loooooong time but I kept being like "noooo! Ryan isn't like that." And well, I was wrong. Because today, I'm wearing this zip-up red pin-stripe shirt and he unzipped me to see what I was wearing underneath it...And it's a totally revealing light pink corset. I zipped it up...but then like five minutes later he unzipped it again. He likes it. A lot. A whole fucking lot. =) Maybe I'll wear it again for him tomorrow or something. HAHA. Not happening. Want to know something funny. My friend Willy still likes me. He has a girlfriend, and knows I have a boyfriend. But he keeps flirting with me. And I pretty much told him to leave me the fuck alone last night. I mean, I feel a little bit bad about that but, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. More than I ever loved Willy and Chris and the majority of my friends combined. So that asshole needs to get it thru his fucking head. I have to say tonight. It's pretty joyous. I mean I didn't have to work tonight!!!! But, it would have been more awesome to spend the afternoon with Ryan...that wasn't able to happen tho. =( Oh well. I might be going to his house tomorrow. But I'm not sure if I seriously want to do that. I'm really afraid that his parents won't like me. They're republicans...and well, they probably adore Bush. I'm pretty much NOT a Bush supporter. I don't think I ever even liked him. And like, my parents they're obviously democrats. And well, I mean what if they start asking me questions about my views on the current things and on Bush?!?!? Ahhhhhh!!!! I wanna talk to Ryan. I wanna be with Ryan. I wanna smell his hair. I wanna look into his eyes. He has big lips. Or at least they seem big when they're on mine. Haha. Ummmm, I'm soooooo glad he doesn't read this. (: