Things have gotten more and more complicated this weekend. =[ Not good. Luis told me last night that his ex-girlfriend, India, might be coming back into his life. He says nothing will probably happen, but I highly doubt that. But earlier yesterday, he told me that if I went to see him at Virginia Tech, that he'd be with me, again. Of course, there's really no point in that cos I have no way of getting there! =[ And also, he said if I lived in Virginia, he'd have to make the worst decision of his life. But nope, I live in Pennsylvania, and India lives in Virginia. Hey, that means I'm pretty much fucked. Doesn't it? Yeah. Now, this would be easy, if I didn't fall so effing badly for him. But nope, had to go and fall practically in love with the guy. =[ Oh, and yes, he said he was going to call me today. It's 10:10 PM, I doubt he's calling. So yeah, I'm just going to continue with being "fine" and hope that I still have a chance with him. I'm sure I do. My heart tells me that one day, we really will be together [in person] and with each other and in love. And I can't give up on that now. Well, I could, but it wouldn't make much sense to hurt myself. I went driving today...and also yesterday. Yesterday with my dad, I think he freaked out a bit. And today with my mum, who only semi-freaked out. =]