Erm, yeah, first day of school was today. =/ I was completely hyper on the bus && Brianne and I talked the whole way to school. Made fun a few people, and ourselves, and had a right ol' good time! Teehee! Then her and I went up to see Mr. Roberts!! Whom I must visit. Everyday or I shall be blue. Then we went to homeroom and I couldn't open my locker, and neither could like 10 other people. Yeah, we got sucky lockers! YAY! And then ermmmmm, we had an assembly where I got to sit next to my lovely buddy Kole! && get called a hippie, multiple times, oh how I dearly miss that! Well then umm, found Ryan♥ after that assembly and we went to have a class meeting...and that was boring. Said a whole bunch of stuff, and I don't even remember what was said. That's probably a bad thing. Oh fucking well. Then we went back to homeroom's, I think. Well anyway, my schedule goes like: Period 1: World History & Geography Period 2: Earth & Space 1 Period 3: CP English 3 Period 4A: Algebra 2 B Lunch Period 5B: 50's and 60's Period 6: Gym or Health Period 7: Study hall And yeah, I think my favourite class will either be English or 50's and 60's. && I only have Ryan in Study Hall. ='( But, I have Ari in Earth & Space, English, and Lunch. I have Brianne in English. I have Amelia & Isabel in Lunch. I have Harmony in History. Frankie in Algebra 2!!! Ahhhh!! I miss that kid so much! I barely talked to him last year. =( Ooooh! I talked to Moriah today. First time ever. Finally. After admiring her clothing from afar for the past 2 years, I finally get to talk to her cos we have the same gym class! So yeah. Erm, that's it, I think. The bus ride home was boring. Brianne & Lindy both do X-Country so. =( Rio was on! I haven't talked to that kid in a long time. & I didn't talk to him today either. Yeah, bad person = me! =( Oh well. & then I came home...ate some food, watched some Patrick Swayze movie, fell asleep. Got in a small fight with my dad, tried going to sleep again in my room, I ended up crying. ='( And so, I came on here, for no reason! Yeah, I realized today, that I hate school. I hate learning. I gave up trying to learn in school pretty much after I left the 8th grade. & I don't want to like have a future. That's not me saying I want to die. I just can't see myself in the future. I can't see myself when I'm older. ='( I can't see myself wasting away more of my life in school. Which means I really don't give a shit about going to college. I'm only going to do so to make my family happy. Cos that's what they want. And I pretty much exist right now to make those fuckers happy. I'll be the first one out of my mum, dad, bro, and I to go to college. Whooptifuckingdoo. I can't see myself in college. All I truly want to do is take some money, go to Scotland and like...live with what I have. Live the way I want to live. Not have things like college holding me down. (that's been held up in my brain for a couple of months now) I wish I could write more, but I'm getting forced off to cover my fucking Algebra 2 book. Oh what fun! Hopefully tomorrow will be better.....