Ahhhh, what the hell has happened in my life since the 25th? Honestly, I can't really tell you. I don't remember yesterday, it feels like ages ago. Well, I remember a few things. I remember JT saying good bye to me as I was leaving school. And erm...then the bus ride home I remember cos Sean sat with me, again. Gosh. I HATE IT. Damn, I mean I like the attention, of course...but I don't like him enough to be like "hey kid. i want you. let's go out......" It's like my friendship with Shane. Wait, no, nevermind, it's not at all like Shane & I. Shane & I only flirt. Sean actually likes me. If he touches my ass one more time, I'm going to punch him in the face. Seriously. =/ My friend Jessie is right, I talk about violence way way wayyy too much. =[ I can't help it!!! Anyway today was dull. I got a headache during second period and I still have it. I didn't talk to JT at all today. That makes me sad. He probably doesn't even like me. And I'm just going to let my imagination think for itself. For the past oh...40 minutes, I've been debating with myself whether to not to call Ryan cos I'd like to hang out downtown with him tomorrow because we only have a half-day. But I doubt he'd want to hang out with me. Ahhh, but I want to fucking call him so fucking badly. Yes, my brain is driving me fucking nuts over this. Stupid, stupid brain! I think it's too late now. Haha. It takes me an hour to decide whether or not I'm going to call somebody. That's sad. I hope Alycia is giving me a ride to school tomorrow. I don't want to wake up at 6. I want to wake up at 6:30. I might be going downtown tomorrow. Depends if Ari is going. Cos if she doesn't, it'd only be Julie and I...and no offence to her, but I'd much rather it not be her and I. And Ari is just an irritating friend that I really have no idea why we're such GOOD friends. She really pisses me off 85% of the time. Fudge, I'm incredibly tired. I slept on the bus ride home today. Oh we saw this play thing in school called "I Am the Brother of Dragons" What a waste. Sorry, but I highly don't care about people re-enacting what drugs do to you. Stupidity. Okay yeah. This was a bad entry. I'm going to go get naked...and take a shower. What fun it shall be! =] ♥