My current mood = annoyed. Why ? Because a certain asshole friend of mine has gotten many chances to try and change himself...and he changes for like a day...and then he's back to being a total fucking...jerk. Hmmm, the kid needs to get the fuck over me. I am fully happy in life without him. He needs to fully realize that we're never going to happen. He needs to know that I'm truly in love with Ryan, and no matter what the hell he does, I'm not going to cheat on Ryan with him. Stupid Fuck. Well, anyway, I had to get that off my mind. Stupid kid. I shouldn't have ever met him. =/ The FIFA World Cup started today!!! Ahhhh!!! The first match was Germany vs. Costa Rica. Germany won! 4 to 2! Yay! There's a match going on right now...Ecuador vs. Poland. I don't really care about it, so I'm not watching it. England plays tomorrow. (: And I think Sweden does too. I hope Sweden wins! (: Yes. Football = love. Wait. Real football = love. mmmm hmmmm. ******* Hey, that NEW doctor I have to go see...can't see me until August 4th. WHAT THE HELL! Obviously, my voice won't be getting better. :( I really need it back completely by JULY FIFTH. That's the most important event of my summer. Fuck the beach. Being with 2 guys I'm totally in love with = awesome. Love one for his music and the other for being him. :) He is wonderful. Very wonderful. :) Yes. I don't know what to write now. Bruce Springsteen on the Seagar Sessions = pretty awesome. (I mean for it being Bruce.) Haha. Yes, that is what happens to be what my mum is listening to right now. Ahhhh, I need good weather. :) iloveyou.