Here comes one long pointless read. So don't read it. Unless you're weird and need something that might just slightly amuse you..! Jamie, Oh my gosh! I'm so proud of you for talking to Guy!! I'm frikkin ecstatic! And you got one of his presidential stickers from him! =] OH YES! && then during 50s & 60s, Mr. Miller's trivia question, you answered correctly so Mr. Miller gave you a dollar, but you were like "I don't want your money" and he said "Donate it to someone or something" And I turned to JT and was like "Hey, here you go for your presidential campaign thing" Hahahaha. Funny. You crazy, mental bastard. But maybe Guy will start noticing you now. I hope! Like seriously, I really really like Guy, not as much as James though. Well, maybe more. I don't know. If there was ever a chance James and I would go back out, I would totally do so, he's definitely worth it. But Guy, there's an awesome thing inside of him that's so fucking attracting. And really, he's not all that bad looking. =] I actually find him quite cute. =X But my lips are sealed on that. Nobody shall know of it! I like his voice. Oh damn, I've done nothing but talk non-stop about this guy. Oh shizzle! It's driving me bonkers! =[ I sort of actually want him to know I like him, just to get his reaction. Haha. I'd change for him, I really would. Well anyway, enough about Guy, my day was I guess sort of bland. The first 2 periods felt like 4 hours. History - Erm, we took notes & yeah, I don't know. Earth & Space, we started reviewing. English we talked about Urban Legends. Mrs. Rickard told us this one where a group of girls go to Florida for a week. On their last day there, one of them meets a guy. And one thing leads to another and they end up spending the night together. And the next morning he drove her to the airport, kissed her good bye, and gave her a gift and told her not to open it until she was in the air. So when the plane is in the air she opens it. Inside there's a red box, and inside the box was a small wooden coffin. (sp?) Well, she opened the coffin and inside was a piece of paper and it said "Welcome to the world of AIDS" Haha. I thought that was hilarious. Anyway, in Algebra, we had our test, it seemed fairly easy, hopefully I get a good grade. Lunch was okay, I got my seat back. =] But lunch was boring cos Ruby wasn't there. =[ And Ari was like not talking...whatever! And then 50s and 60s, my favourite class, but probably my worst grade-wise. =/ We watched "I Love Lucy" Yeah, that was okay. Funny. 50's tv is funny compared to tv today. It was much better back then. In health, we had a quiz, I hope I did well, if not, oh well! I have like 15 minutes left of study hall. GOOD! I'm tired, I have a headache, and I think I might be getting sick. AHHHH! I can't read what I've written . Oh what a flippin' tragedy! Hopefully I can read what I wrote about Guy. =] Yeah, probably the worst guy for me to fall for. =/ But I do believe that we could possibly be together. Oh damn, I think I really want him to know now, not just for his reaction. I want him want me. I want him to hold me. Oh gosh, this would make my past-self HATE me. How fucking ironic is it that I like the guy who I once pretty much disliked...with a passion. Oh well. You can't control the heart! It has it's own mind. Oh damn, I want him. I've spent like 80 to 90% of this talking about Guy. Holy shit. Something is obviously very wrong with me! And yeah, I definitely cannot read this... I have switched from 2nd person to 1st person...maybe there's a hidden meaning behind it. Maybe it's cos I'm finally realizing who I am and I don't need to take parts of myself and put it into "Parker Ashlee" I truly think that tis what I'm finally comprehending. WOW! Love, Parker. Okay. Yeah. =] That's my note to self. Yet I still end it with Parker. How confusing. But yeah. After school ended, I got on the bus. And Sean sat with me. It's really not good when he sits with me. Cos I like him just not enough to go out with him. And he likes me a lot. Ughhhhh. =/ Poor kid. I'll hurt him. =/ Oh well. =] JT for president! =] ♥