hey. this is Jamie. newly single. i think i'm gonna give up on relationships for a while. they cause too much drama. but really, Luis & i, it was really effing hard. and i still fell way toooo hard for him. damn me. damn my fucking mind. fuck it all. really. honestly, i can't believe i thought i could make a long distance relationship [that's 500 miles] work for at least a month or more. i'm a fucking idiot. and i'm really not upset. i'm just mad at myself. =[ whatever, right? yeah. we're gonna remain friends, that's all that counts, right? yeah. man, i'm gonna miss talking to him at like two in the morning. he really was one of those guys that i could actually talk to. and it was great. and i'm gonna try to make it still great. but, fuck, whatever. i have school tomorrow, i should take a shower now. good night. good luck in 2007 everybody. let's all wish that it's better than 2006. i fucking hope so. okay. peace.