Well, I have already changed my background. That other one didn't even last 24 hours. Oh well! I don't know what to do!! I have a dilemma!! Okay, you see I want to hang out with Ryan today, BUT 1. -I don't think his parents will like me. 2. -I got my fucking period!! And like, I don't know...It's just... gosh. And then there's this ballet tonight at Sullivan West High School. My friend's Brianne and Isabel are in it. I want to go to that. I can only choose one thing. Friends or boyfriend...friends or boyfriend?? I don't think Ryan would like to go to a ballet. =( I'm fucking screwed. =( He's supposed to be calling me after he gets home from work...which is like at 3 or 3.30...right now it's 2.20. I don't know what to do!!! Like, I seriously need to be with him right now more than I need to be with anybody else. =( This is a very harsh decision... ): Dammit. I hate these fucking situations!!