nothing to say just online. 3 AM can't ever go to sleep LIKE A NORMAL person. of course not. i guess there would be NO FUN in that. i'm looking at pictures my friend Ryan took when he was in Colombia. i don't know why i do THIS to myself. i'm glad i no longer have a class with him. he's so beautiful... sometimes. at least in these pictures. I. AM. FUCKED. bloody hell. thinking my ex-boyfriend is beautiful. way to go. stupid, silly brain. i shouldn't look at the pictures. but i can't help myself. curiosity has gotten the best of me. =[