Don't you just HATE it when you're having a fabulous life and then BOOM! you're fucking life SUCKS!!! How to put this... The other day my mum hit a deer with the silver car and now we're missing one of those mirror things. Today, she was driving the green car and the clutch went or something. That means we only have one vehicle that we could take down to Virginia. Dad's truck. We're FOUR fucking people. The truck doesn't even fit three comfortably. && she came home and started bawling her eyes out, of course she only does that when terrible things happened. So she said something like "the [whatever the hell it's called...the green car] is at the end of the road." So my brain was like..."What??? Where's dad?" Yes, my brain automatically jumped to my father being in a car crash and dead. She then started wailing about how HE is going to be so mad at her tonight. I'm probably more fucking pissed. I can't even fucking talk to her. I didn't want this to fucking happen. I HAVE TO GO TO VIRGINIA. My hopes are up so fucking high and my boyfriends' hopes are up so fucking high. And now, we're probably not fucking going. It's fucking bullshit. Why my mum figured she could drive the green car is stupid. It's standard, she pretty much SUCKS at driving standard. stupid fucking moron. Yes, I'm a bitch. I've been so fucking mad these past few days. I don't know. But she shouldn't have been fucking driving it in the first place. GOD DAMMIT. Stupid Stupid STUPID. =[ I need to see Luis. =[ STUPID BITCH.