Wednesday night I slept over at Brianne's house with her && Lindy. It was great! We watched Bill & Ted! Keanu Reeves was so good looking in that. =] Anyway on Thursday we had to wake up at 4. Yeah. FOUR IN THE MORNING. Crazy shit. Haha. But yeah, so we got to the school at 5:40-ish. Her mum drives so insanely slooooow. I sat with Stacey on the way down to Philly. We visited Tyler, Temple, Drexel, and the University of Pennsylvania. I liked Temple a lot. Even though it's in the middle of Philly and there's a mega ton of people. && I also liked University of Pennsylvania, but I'm not sure if it was good or not because we didn't have a tour guide through that campus. I wish we did; it twas pretty! But we did in fact, go into the bookstore they have! Oh gosh! I love love LOVE bookstores! I ended up getting Hey Ho Let's Go: The Story of the Ramones For dinner we went to the King of Prussia mall. [Or it's called something like that] && I ditched Brianne & them because they were in H&M, and I'm not a fan of that store. So yeah, ditched them, got lost && then found Sara in Borders! yay! && we hung out, got to know each other. =] She's a very nice person. We went into a number of weird stores. We went into Hello Kitty. UGH. Fucking hello kitty should die! =] && we went to this tea store and got samples of tea and we ending up going back to the store to buy 2 cups of it. Delicious tea! && went to the Sweet Factory and I got a cute little penguin && warheads! YEEE! && then somehow Sara & I found Brianne, Lindy, Isabel, Julie, Di, Day, Amelia, and Lillian. && we all sat around a small table and ate dinner. Then we got back to the bus and drove to Lancaster where we stayed for the night at a Day's Inn. That was alright, I guess. I had bought Red Bull back at home so I shared with them. One for Lindy, Di, Amelia, Isabel, and then I had two. I sadly forgot about Brianne but she had ditched us to go hang out with Alliana and the "popular" kids that went on the trip. & I had to stay with Caitlin, Nicole, and Brittany. Three people I really don't care too much about. We ended up talking about sex and laughing our asses off. Honestly, it was fun. So in Lancaster we visited the Pennsylvania School of Art & Design, Franklin & Marshall, and Millersville. I am sooooooooooo in love with F&M! It was GORGEOUS there. It was so magnificent. && they have such a huge school. Fucking sucks that it's a private school and it costs $46,000 to go. =[ Oh man. But really, I felt at peace. Like, I really wanted and needed to be there. I felt at home. Hmmm, if I bring my grades up, a lot, and higher my SAT scores, and get a scholarship, I think I might be able to go. I think I'll try. =] So yeah. For lunch we had stopped at a little market place and I didn't buy anything, except for a drink that I didn't like. But I still had food in my bag left. & for dinner we stopped at this flea market/food market/whatever and I was ditched by Brianne and Lindy so I went all over the place looking for them. Of course I couldn't find them, but I found Nigel and stayed with him because he couldn't find anybody else, either. && Dustin was also with us. Man that kid is weird. && Nigel gave me a pear! So anyway, I ended up buying two rolls of duct tape and markers for my dad. He needs them, it's his birthday present! && I also bought Kelly something. She wanted it. I don't even know what it is, but I gave the money to her. And then I gave money to Teka, I think so she could buy a Buddha. && then on the ride home I sat with Lindy. & then Lindy moved and sat with Brianne, and then I joined them. And we just talked to Amelia planning things. Honestly, my friends (pretty much only Brianne & Lindy) make me feel like I'm shit, I'm dirt, I'm worthless. It's like the worst feeling. They don't listen to me at all. I'm always the third wheel with them, ALWAYS. And Brianne knows that, I tell her that all the time, obviously she hasn't gotten the hint yet because I'm still in the dark. I don't even know who her & Lindy are anymore. && they really don't know me. Like, I know they have guesses about who I am, what I do, and what my beliefs are but really, they fucking don't know me. And I hate it when they act like they know me. Honestly, I think that I have some of the worst friends. I'm not saying that they're bad people, but what they do annoys the fucking crap out of me. Maybe they think they're better than me. But whatever. They hurt my feelings so much and they don't even fucking care. That's what hurts me the most. They don't give me time to explain. They're so fucking immature. One is 17 the other is almost 16. They fucking act like 10 year olds. Anyway, that's the trip. Yesterday I spent the day half asleep till I went to work. Haha. Some drunk dude when I went out to get paid, gave me a $10 tip ... for washing his dishes. Yeah man! So I made almost 50 bucks in under five hours, that's pretty good. OMFG. My Uncle Steve from Idaho came up because he got a job in Jersey. Holy crap. It's crazy. He's crazy. [A good kinda crazy.] But it was nice to see him because I haven't seen him in like two years. =] He's gone already but I think he's coming down to Virginia with us for Turkey Day. && then today, I just hung out till like 11:30 and then I got a call from Alycia and we went to Honesdale! We went to Walmart && I got Keith Urban's newest CD. Yes, Keith Urban. [My dad laughed when I came home.] && I got a Bob Dylan DVD for my dad for Christmas, and I got a mug with penguins && a cup with penguins. =] Then we went to get pizza on Main Street. What fun. We ordered a large and only ate two slices. Haha. And then we went and got icecream. Yum. =] So yes, I've had a good couple of days. =] I need to do a shitload more of homework though. =[ && study for a major unit test in History. It's all good. I only have 2.5 days of school this week, maybe only 2 if my parents decide that I don't go to school Wednesday because we need to go to Virginia. So, yeah, that is life! And this took me wayyy to long to write. =[ & My Windows Media Player isn't playing. That's depressing. =[ ♥