Gosh, I've become so far behind in my life! I hate catching up to it like this. It makes it seem unreal, or maybe I just need more sleep. Whichever. So, let me backtrack my brain to Wednesday. Oh, how difficult; not really, but if I was going back to something more previous than that, it really would be difficult. Sometime, I don't remember when, I'm terrible with times, my mum and I went to pick up Ryan from Narrowsburg and we went back to my house. And we hung out. (: And ummm, yeah. (: We left for Montage Mountain at another unknown time. Woah, my memory fucking sucks. To just put it simply, the concert was fantastic. Beyond fantastic! It was fucking amazing. Wonderful. Splendid. SPIFFY. All those good words. And being with Ryan seeing Dave Matthews Band. Ahhhhh!. That is beyond words. Most definitely. (: Anyway, they didn't play "crash" or "tripping billies" but I really don't care; THAT much. At least they played "everyday" which has to be one of the greatest songs of theirs. Okay, I think that there's really no point in going on with every frikkin detail about what happened, cos I don't really know. Haha. It's just one of those wonderful memories that will never leave my brain cos it was just so so so so so so perfect. :) yes. :) Anyway, I have a bug bite on my shoulder and it's immensely pissing me off. I had to work tonight. We did a WHOPPING 25 people. Haha. It's pathetic. And my boss was being the biggest asshole. I want to shoot him sometimes. Tomorrow, or I should say later today because it is almost 1 AM, the 3rd place game for the world cup is on! Germany against Portugal. I hope Germany wins. And then on Sunday, the FINAL is on...I wish I cared more for those teams. France vs. Italy, oh, who the fuck do I root for?! I've changed my mind, many times. I love him Very, very much. One of my hands is cold, the other warm. Oh, it's a summer night and everybody is sleeping. The crickets are chirping; so annoying. Last night, I had a dream and a skunk was in it. So was Ryan. But I don't remember it too well. I miss Ryan so much. He makes me feel wanted, loved, special, so insanely wonderful. <3