You know that crappy mood I was in the last time I made an entry? Well, I'm still in it and I fucking hate it. And I also think it keeps on getting worse. =[ Whatever, tomorrow is Friday. I'm giving blood. I get taken out of History, that's bullshit. So, I'm going to try to stay in there till the end of psychology. The less time in that class, the better. I just figured out that probably my worst quality is blocking people that I love out of my thoughts and feelings. I always say "Oh, don't worry about it." "It will pass." "You shouldn't be concerned about me." And I'll just continue making myself really sad. Alessio sort of shuned me today. I was walking down the hall with my friend Jamie. And he only talked to her because last night I didn't tell him what was wrong with me. It really hurt my feelings. And I was still quite mad at him when astronomy rolled around. Then he apologized a couple hours ago. And I told him that it's okay. [Which was a lie.] Oh well. I want my friends to think I'm happy. I must remain strong.