And the story always has to thicken... Willy: ur my frst love ur nice smart funny pretty kind helpful your there for me u loved me And then, oh wow, 3 minutes later... Willy: i still love u GOSH, FUCKING ASSHOLE. WHY THE FUCK DOES HE DO THIS? WHY????!!! DOES HE LIKE NOT UNDERSTAND THAT I AM PERFECTLY HAPPY WITH RYAN. I'M MORE THAN HAPPY WITH RYAN, ACTUALLY. HE MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD ABOUT MYSELF AND SO LOVED AND SO WONDERFUL. AND EVERYTHING. Willy just makes my life so full of stress. I'm so ready to completely say "good bye" to our friendship. I'm ready to tear him down. So much. I'm not talking to him. Anymore. And this time, I'm actually serious. I mean I've tried doing this like two or three times before...Within days, I was talking to him again. But this time, this time I mean it. So fucking much. I want him to feel miserable. He pisses me off so fucking much. Nobody has any idea how much. I'm no longer there for him. Good. He'll get some more things he deserves. I told him he'd better learn to control his heart or else i'll stab it into so many little pieces. And I'm so serious. Cos I can most definately, very easily do that. It's also highly possible that my best friendship I've ever had with anybody just completely died. Oh, I'm really angered. Nobody should talk to me for the rest of the day, cos I'll do something really bad, and regret it. Cos I'm so pissed off. Willy fucking Shaffer, go drown in the flooding. PLEASE!!!! Now I'm off to sleep. Fucking kid.