sometimes, i regret chaning my password on hiddenshadows to something i would never remember. sometimes, i'd like to look back on all those entries, and wonder, where was the beginning. where i started fucking up my life first. though, it goes back farther than hiddenshadows, the fucked up shit, but maybe i could be enlighten a wee bit.... about this fucked up shit. * I need something to take away stress. ugh. I have no idea what...