so i have a lot to say. =/ i'll start with saying that my tooth hurts extremely bad. have you ever had a tiny cavity or sensitivity in your tooth to sugar? and every time you ate something sweet, you got this pain through your tooth? well i have that. non stop. without eating anything. pain. oh well. well. at lunch today, jessiegirl [i'm going to refer to her as jaydub] was sitting on a bench talking to mckay and i start walking toward them, and all of a sudden she quickly says she has to go and runs away [literally gets up and jogs] from me and grabs vanessa and pulls her aside to tell her something. i was just like, great, what did i do? so school goes by and i go home and go to the dentist and get my cavity filled and then i come home and jaydub is online. so i ask her why she's mad at me, at exactly the same time she asks me if she can talk to me. so she tells me that it's because a very reliable source [and i'll admit; he had no reason to lie to her and he was almost right] had told her that me and jessie [my best friend and the guy she really likes] had been laying on each other and grabbing at each other. so i said, well, not really, he grabbed at me a little but in no way were we laying on each other and she said, "well yeah, he said that it was mostly him and at first you were pushing him away playfully but seriously at the same time but finally you just gave up and was like okay whatever." which was true. it was kind of like that. and then she said that she was sorry for getting upset it was just that she told me how jessie had flirted with her at the movie and how she felt about him and then i flirted with him even though i knew he liked me a ton [not so sure about that one] and that i had a boyfriend. the problem is, is that she's right. and that drives me insane. i wish she wasn't, but so i said sorry, and she was completely right, and that it was my fault, and again i was sorry, said bye, and signed off. then i went and had a short cry. i really didn't want to cry but it hurt my throat too much not to cry. so i just did. then i read for a bit, then i went downstairs for a bit and complained about my tooth, and then i came back up and read some more. ugh. this really, really sucks.