cortney and erica came and picked me up yesterday and we went down to stadium 8 to watch nick and norah's infinite playlist. it was so cute, i love that movie. michael cera is a very cute actor. erica was saying that i was repeating everything they were saying; i only do that in movies i like. haha, which is really annoying. i should stop that. after that, we went over to firehouse and got salads - (mine was ham & cheese without tomato) and a fh'zookie. if that's how you spell it. i think we kinda freaked our waiter out but that's okay. next we went to our lame-ass mall for erica to look at pants. she didn't find any she liked, but the guy working there told me he liked my shirt and then showed me the hoodie they'd just gotten in that day, which was $40. i was like, "oh, just kidding. =)" he laughed and said that i could probably get it cheaper on their website anyway. i agreed. so then cortney took me back to my house and patiently waited while i got a few things together, and after that we drove out to richmond. after dropping erica off, cort took me over to katie's house where kate and mckay were waiting for me. we mostly lazed around and played with the cats and talked. i helped kate understand the math assignment. later, we all went down to kate's room and played cooties. that didn't last very long and we were all getting way beat - i laid down on the bed and mckay laid next to me. i was facing away from him, hoping he'd get the idea; he didn't. he was kind of lightly tracing his fingers up and down my arm, and then up and down my thighs, and then he was lightly rubbing his nose and lips on my neck near my ear. then he kind of got up, looked around, and before i knew it he came down on top of me, pressing his lips to mine. it was not exactly welcome but i didn't push him away immediately or say no. eventually i did though, and told him we shouldn't. then he said he had to go, and i said "okay." but after that he just kissed me more. i pushed him away again and shook my head, and he asked for one more kiss, so i gave him one. i felt so bad for kate, and she was kind of annoyed at me and made me feel really bad. i really should have just told mckay no. then mckay went home, and kate and i went to sleep after kate had a little cry over how stupid harley was being. sometimes i want to slap him. this morning we just lazed around and watched music and lyrics and played with her cats and the lazer pointer and jammed on the guitar. then my dad came to get me after his rugby game, and he let me drive out to franklin, idaho and back home. since then i've just been lazing around, mostly. but i talked to roo and we're planning to hang out at the mall tomorrow around noon, so that should be pretty fun. i'm excited - i love hanging out with that kid. that's my weekend so far in a nutshell. i need to do my biology homework and finish the problems on my math assignment that i didn't do.