i find i don't play music on my computer much anymore. i also don't constantly have an mp3 player plugged into my head. i can't decide if it's a good or bad thing. i'm just not feeling music as much. maybe i need new stuff or something. i don't know. i'm really starting to enjoy my longboard. i went to the park with colty to just cruise around and practice, and i asked him a lot of questions and i think i'm genuinely starting to get better. i practiced some things to get better at foot breaking, and that's a huge thing to be good at. also, since we switched my hangers, my board rides lower which is a huge comfort. it makes foot breaking easier as well. i really should work, but ugh. i'm just 16 and i just want to enjoy my last week of summer. my mum and dad probably won't be too happy with me but ugh. fuck. i'll work next summer. i have my whole life to work. i just want to enjoy it. cali really enjoys walking on my head in the morning. bitch. school starts on thursday. i have a good share of being excited and being not excited. i'm mostly excited to wear my new backpack! woo!