this morning i woke up feeling...apathetic, i suppose. i mean, last night's show was great :) i had a good time. and nothing's wrong or anything, i just didn't really feel. of course, i physically felt because my neck hurts. i just didn't emotionally feel. i wish roo would get home so i could talk to him. haha, i make it sound like i have a right to miss him. anyway, teresa asked me if i wanted to go to coffee with her, M, and athena. so i did, and we were at starbucks, talking, and having a good time; then M's boyfriend came and took her away. so athena and teresa and i went around, going to the DI (where i got a $6 dress) and to petsmart (to look at fish and cats and dogs) and to borders (to look at ... dan? and porn for women?) and then to athena's dorm (to eat food and look at her cute clothes!). it was fun :) but i've just been home since then, watching requiem for a dream on youtube and listening to pretty Lydia music. i don't have much of a life.