oh my, we're behind. i'll catch you up. so at the battle of the bands i saw jake and i was like hi i love you and i hugged him a lot and was really hyper all night then i got home and around like 2 in the morning or so nick texts me from his friends phone and is like hey i need time and we agree to stay friends and then like on monday night he's like hey so times up baby i need you come back to me and i'm like uhh lemme think. so i thought and decided yes. (: so we were going out and everything was fine i thought but he was way confusing like sometimes he'd be like oh hey come to me i love you and sometimes it was like go away? i dont want you? and so then i wrote jessie a note and i guess it was "lovey dovey" and it had some stuff in it that was private and kind of a 'deal' ish thing me and jessie made way before me and nick happened the first time. but nick freaked out and on msn later he was like "we're over and you know it just forget about me pretend we never met." then signed off. i was like ... ouch... so then last night at midnight or so jake texts me and was like hey this is my number and i'm like oh funny timing. and he's coming into logan tonight supposedly. but i dont think im going out tonight i'm way too tired from track. speaking of track. so we had track today and i guess it was too cold to run outside in? i dunno, it was dumb. so we had to do this workout inside, and oh my god it sucked! i'm so out of shape haha then we were swimming and a lot of girls didn't know that we were swimming today, myself and cort included, so we just swam in our workin out outfits. it was awkward and we didn't have towels so we had to dry off with my hoodie. hahaha. it was interesting. then i went into the main thing and found out, hey! there isn't an afterschool bus! so i was like calling around and no one could come get me and then i ran into beth's boyfriend matt and i was like hey, whats up, i need a ride and he's like well i have nothing to do so i'll give you one. and then i kept seeing nick and i was like aghh you're really cute. i wish you didn't hate me. oh well.