he does this all the time. he tells me he still likes me, he flirts and gets my hopes up, tells me i'm beautiful.. and then he just drops nearly all contact for like three weeks. be still my heart. school starts tomorrow. i'm majorly stoked. i have a good feeling about this year. then friday night i'm going to a show at the smithfield theater, which will rock. two of the most important people i've met, together in one place, along with music. =) i just hope the aftermath doesn't hurt too much. then saturday night some friends and i are going to play night games at elk ridge park. it should be a good way to end the summer, i think. good god.