that last entry kind of annoys me; how long it is. it'll be good to look back on though. colty's chill band is playing tonight at whysound. whysound actually sucks really bad. but hopefully it should be fun, or at least entertaining. I am not a fighter, and I'm not much for love. i stayed up late last night, talking to colty and keeping him awake so he could work on his ten-page assignment for english. i finally went to bed around midnight, and got about five and a half hours of sleep. i was really jumpy and bouncy all day today, but it has been a very long day. colty shared the chocolate frosting that he got at lee's on friday with me at lunch. and then he decided he got sick of it, so he let me have the rest. :) that calmed me down quite a bit. it would be nice to have a boyfriend or at least a mutual crush... and yeah, it'd be cool if that was roo but let's be honest here, i doubt he will ever be more than what we are now. mark says he's stupid for not liking me, and i can't necessarily agree but i wish he would like me. oh well, maybe i'll keep him as a possibility if he does decide he likes me (because jake says he really thinks roo likes me), but i'll continue looking. george kinda says he likes me, and that he wants to date me, but i don't know. he might be too out there for me. i know, not really possible right? he's been into things i just amn't a fan of, and i had trouble even with jake and drinking. everything's just weird lately. my emotions have been fluctuating fairly wildly lately, but not to extremes. that doesn't actually make much sense at all, but i don't particularly care.