andy gave me and hilary a lift to our homes today after school because we missed our bus. good thing that andy kid likes me enough to give us a ride. he's really cute. well i asked roo if he wanted to hang out today, but he already had plans. thank god he told me about them instead of saying sure and then bailing on me. so i might end up driving up to kate's later tonight and sleeping over but i'm feeling so lazy. and i kind of need to go do some more shopping for harley's party. i don't know what to wear. i was thinking about telling roo about my crush on him, but i'm just not sure. man i feel so immature. so jake gave me a hug today. a really good, tight one. i've missed his hugs every day. he said, "are you going to cry?" i think he was worried that if i started crying, it would set him off. but i wasn't really in a crying mood, i was just sad that him and i don't talk as much as we used to. out of everyone he's the easiest and most comfortable for me to talk to. he's always been there since day one, and i miss him a lot. we'll see how things go. ha, story of my life.