i hate pressure. even when people say no pressure. i'm so lucky to have the boyfriend that i do. not many other guys would ask me to please cry and let it all out so i felt better, because he knew i needed to. i honestly feel like i just have one best friend right now. however, i might be making a new one? janelle has listed me in her heroes on myspace (lame but sometimes myspace is the best way to get things across). so idk. we'll see.