went to registration yesterday. i don't have a fifth hour first tri. but i'm also in ap english, which is pointless, so i probably have to transfer to english 1010/1020 or something. which might give me another free period. maybe i'll take psychology. hmm. oh well. yesterday wasn't the best. i really need to get better at being a person. jessie wants to have lunch today... that might be really awkward. i hope not but it probably will. she's a different person now that she smokes weed all the time. i'm definitely not a fan of what weed does to people. ugh, last evening colty and i went fishing. well, he fished. i sat there. and he caught a decent sized rainbow trout... and it wouldn't fucking die. he hit it repeatedly on the head. then, he put it back in the water to rinse his hands. when he came back, guess who was still alive. ugh it was the most terrible thing. i cried because i'm a baby when it comes to anything that dies. he finally got it though, and we gave it to his grandpa. that fish better be delicious. i felt worse because colty felt really bad too. i'm sure he felt worse than i did, since he actually had to kill it. colty's been setting up a race at tony grove. i really hope he doesn't get hurt...heh. but he has his leathers so he should be good. ugh, trying to figure out what i should do with my schedule is stressful.