so today at school was great. i was happy and energetic and it was a good day. but then i got home, and like what happens every single damn time, i started thinking. like, why would he like me? i mean, you take all of his qualities and you take all of mine and he outweighs me indubitably. when we talk online or through texts, he seems as though he doesn't really want to talk to me. and when we hang sometimes i get this vibe like yeah, he does like me, but more often than not its mostly just like we're friends. it's been a while since i've cared this much about what a guy thinks of me. i want him to like me, but i really don't know if that's going to happen. sigh. i just need to get out of here.