haha, 69th entry. there's not a lot going on in my life at the moment. i didn't work very much today; i was really tired. i had a lot to think about when i was grinding though. like the storyline of the twilight series; so captivating. and jake, how i can't seem to get over him. and christos, and how cute and greek he is. and jessie, and how we don't seem to be much in the way of friends anymore, and how i miss her. and random phrases that i could see being song lyrics, such as "talk is cheap, but you're spending a fortune." and how excited i am for school to start; i have a very good feeling about this year. i've opened up, i've become much more confident with myself, and i'm ready to be focused on my work. i plan to make this my best school year. it will probably be hard to beat this last year, so we'll see how it goes. i wonder if cort and i are still on to go to that show she invited me to. i'll have to find out. jessie unknowingly answered my unspoken question just now, about the "Love is the Movement" shirts and if anyone would find me one. i hadn't asked anyone out loud, but then she said she had a shirt that said that and i was thinking, wow. crazy. i foresee a trip to the mall in my near future.