colty and i were in his room while he was cleaning things out. he asked me, "do you think i should throw away the pictures of me and whit?" so naturally, being the masochist that i am, i asked to see them. they were cute together. they looked so happy. she was so pretty. i hate being jealous. then he wasn't sure if he should get rid of them. the only argument he had for not doing it was he felt weird having them. i'm selfish, and jealous, and a bitch. i'm so ready for the weekend. i just want to chill. my daddy talked to me about taking the job in new zealand. i think he's completely given up on me going too, which is excellent, so i think if he takes it, my mum is staying here with me at least until i start college or graduate or something. idk. i don't know what's going to happen at this point, but i'm scared to not have my dad at least semi-close. i'm so dependent on my parents, but hey, im 16, i'm allowed to be. right?