i'm so bored. there's nothing to do and no one to hang out with. they're all either at work or stranded or grounded. i wish so much that i could have some kind of poetic talent so that every word i typed looked and sounded beautiful, and that when strung together sounded like a symphony of deep meanings. but i don't. so i can't. ugh, sometimes i just wish he would be in love with her again. i wish he would just make her feel so special like she used to, instead of shitty and broken like she does now. but i can't force him to go back to her. i can't force her to get over him, though i would love to. the best i can do is be a friend to both and comfort her. take her out and show her all the good guys there are. he was not the only one for her. there will be more, better. i hope she sees that. the worst part is i've done the same thing he did to someone else. i'm not better than him. i just wish he would realize he still loves her.