this is so unfortunate. i tried for about half a year to get over him, and yet i still can't. they say you never forget your first true love, and i honestly would rather not have to try. i can still picture spending my life with him; it makes me feel pathetic. i spend a lot of time thinking about him, lately. remembering the fun times we had, the not so fun times... and all the emotions that came with them. like wondering how on earth i ended up with someone as amazing as him, when i was ... well, me. i've grown so much as a person since then, and i keep hoping we'll start hanging out again more and he'll see that. i doubt it though. i'll give it maybe a month or two to see if we really do hang out. if not, i'll force myself to forget about him. it's just that no one else interests me anymore.