so i was sitting here thinking after reading some profiles of my friends on myspace. (yeah, i have a myspace. deal?) and i came to a realization: unlike everyone else around me, i don't claim that my smiles are fake or that my life sucks. actually, my smiles are real and i love my life. people think they're so tough if they can say "i put on a fake smile to hide my true emotions." i don't. i show my emotions because my real, true friends are there to help me, and i them. i guess that's the meaning of true friends, right? okay, for april fools i told my friends i was moving to new zealand this summer instead of just visiting. bethany cried. jessie almost cried. mckay didn't believe me. but a lot of them did. maybe i can end up as an actress after all? but it was pretty entertaining. i got a lot of "i hate you"s that day after the "april fools" part. haha. it was pretty entertaining. on friday, me and taylor walked all OVER the place. we caught the bus from sky view to the university to drop off my stuff with my mum, then we walked down to pet smart and then to the mall and then to wal mart. wal mart turned out to be an experience in itself. we sat under the boxers on the floor for a while and i said hello to some random passerby and then a minute or so later his friend came and asked for my number for him. i was like sure..? because i'm stupid and didn't want to say no. haha. then some chick walked past us as we were walking to the toys section and told me i was hot. entertaining day.