the number of days until teresa and i leave is getting smaller, and my anticipation and excitement is growing. this past month has been the best in a long time and i'm just happy with life at the moment. i'm having a small party tomorrow night as a sort of going away/end of school sort of thing, and i'm just hoping the weather is good enough. which doesnt look too unlikely. we'll see. nick and i are still good; we hang out like every other day which is a pleasant change from past experiences. i love him. (: lagoon day is next thursday and nick is going on the big scary rides with me, and him and beth plan to pop my rollercoaster cherry. then school is officially out for the summer on friday, and that's yearbook signing day which is just going to be my chance to say a real goodbye to everyone before i leave. then the next day i'm on a plane to new zealand and won't be back in utah until june 13. i've given up caring that it'll be winter when i get there; i'm just happy to be going back. (: up to date? good.