when was your... last cigarette: you mean death stick? ummmm . . . my last one was right before my first one last kiss: a day i don't want to remember (for many reasons other than the kissing thing) last good cry: yesterday when i was freaking out because of stress last library book checked out: Carrie by Steven King, i just returned it today in fact last movie seen: Freaky Friday (very good, also a good soundtrack) last book read: Bad Heir Day still reading: haven't started anything new as I can't check out books since i'm leaving and I can't buy books since i'm poor last beverage drank: root beer from Runza last food consumed: Runza Legend with cheese,french fries . . . which reminds me of the story of the ketchups that i forgot to write about last week. shafina, emily, jodi, and i went to westroads last week and we went to runza to eat, i already had had dinner so i just got some yummy fries, then jodi and shafina asked me to get them ketchup while they waited for their food to come out, so i'm standing there, pumping ketchup and laughing because on my tray is a small fry and 7 ketchups, it was just so funny, and even funnier when another lady came over and was waiting to get ketchup but couldn't because i needed more ketchup for my small fry! he he he, that's a long story last crush: hhhhmmmmmmmmm . . . probably cute Nathan from Cru . . . woo hoo, maybe I'll see him soon, i've missed looking for him last phone call: shafina called me about going out tonight for emily's birthday last TV show watched: i don't remember, it's been awhile, i think i watched jay leno while my hair was dyeing on wednesday last shoes worn: my grubby nikes that have been all around the world with me, literally last CD played: the kenny chesney cd that i burnt after the concert last week last item bought: Franklin Covey Collegiate Planner last annoyance: when the traffic light was being weird last night, it kept skipping me, i swear, the cross traffic would go, the turn lanes would go, the other side would go straight, but my side stayed red last disappointment: a friend who let me down :( last soda drank: root beer, it's right next to me last thing written: i wrote dinner on sunday with my family in my planner last key used: house key last word spoken: bye, to shafina last sleep: got up at 8:34 this morning for breakfast with my mom, before i had to go to the dump with my dad (isn't my life exciting?) last IM: to shafina, since she left me 83 messages while i was gone, i IMed her a bunch while she was away last weird encounter: the traffic light thing last night last ice cream eaten: sunday, my mom and i got Dairy Queen in Beatrice on the way home from my grandparents last time amused: i'm always amused last time in love: i'm not sure last time hugged: my mom yesterday when i was freaking out about moving last time scolded: hhhmmmmmmm, i don't get much of that around here, being the independent last child of my mother and the favorite child of my father last chair sat in: "Wheels" my desk chair, yes it has a name and yes it's going to school with me last lipstick used: mary kay shell last underwear worn: vicki's - blue, kinda boring, i know last bra worn: whisper pink - also from vicki's last shirt worn: hard rock cafe, chicago last time dancing: i think i last busted a move when jodi, shafina, and i were in the backseat of emily's car, jamming . . . "light it up and take a puff, pass it to me now" shafina -- "that's too fast!! i can't light up and take a puff and pass it, it's too fast!" last webpage visited: sit diary, duh I HURT: myself shaving last night I LOVE: beans, hey, hey, hey (song by brak) I HATE: happily ignorant people I FEAR: birds in large groups I HOPE: that i can get move back to ames alright I FEEL: like i have to pee I HIDE: dead bodies in my trunk . . . wait, i don't have a trunk I DRIVE: red '96 toyota tacoma (the reason i don't have a trunk) I MISS: my friend I LEARNED: to try not to hold those you love to impossible standards, such as being able to love you back. I NEED: to grow up, but only sometimes I THINK: cheese should be a staple in everyone's diet current clothes: my dad's old work jeans that i have adopted as my own -- even though they have been ripped and patched and ripped again -- and an old hard rock cafe shirt (didn't i say that already) -- these are my "around the house/i'm doing laundry" clothes current mood: angelic, see top of entry current music: there's more to me than you by jessica andrews, it's been in my head for a couple days current taste: watered down root beer, it's melted some since i started this quizlet current hair: needs a cut, called "Cinna-stick", pulled into a ponytail current annoyance: the fact that i have to pee but want to finish this entry first current smell: i smell like sun since i was outside planting flowers for my grandma earlier thing i should be doing: laundry and packing (tons of fun for the whole family!) current desktop picture: a tree with a really blue sky behind it and the sun setting, thanks webshots.com! current refreshment: root beer (i think that's the fourth time i've said that) current worry: going to family camp tomorrow and then coming home and packing all my stuff and moving in time, and also the leadership conference on tuesday since i won't know anyone there (scary!) Alright, enough of that, here's my new list of things to do, it's a little bit smaller: *Clean out van *Go out tonight with Shafina, Jodi, Emily, Jessica, and some other people *Dinner with my family (all of them - dad, Peggy, Phil, mom, grandma) on Sunday night *Faith family camp tomorrow - Sunday *Burn summer mix CD *Seperate and replant Mom's plant so I can take half of it with me *Buy new, cheap watch at Super Target (Tinkerbell watch #2 broke last weekend) *Buy new laundry basket *Finish cameras, take into Walgreens you know you love me ;)