Time: 9:33 PM I am so tired. I slept for like 10 hours last night. Then I got up and four hours later crashed for a 2 hour nap. I haven't really studied for my essay test tomorrow in my history of science class. I'm not really nervous about the writing aspect of it since I got an A- on my first paper for the class. Thank you AP U.S. History that taught me how to write in high school because of those stupid DBQ essays every two weeks. I can write pretty well. It's just I don't very much about a lot of this stuff. I got the two main guys down (Plato and Aristotle) -- thanks to Honors Seminar in high school for that one. Plato's Allegory of the Cave was like cake. I'm just worried about what the question will be that I have to answer. What if it's some weird oddball question that I have no idea what to write about. That's where I am very worried. I need to get to reading tonight too. That might be smart in helping me to learn. Good thing Megan won't be back until tomorrow afternoonish so I can sit up and study in my own room instead of having to go somewhere else. Of course, there is the whole distraction element going on in my room. I think I'm obsessed!! I've downloaded a few Gilmore Girls episodes onto my computer and I can't stop watching them. They are addictive, let me tell you. I'm trying to download more but it's taking FOREVER!!! I should probably go and delete some of them after I watch them so that my computer's memory doesn't get all messed up. Oh well, I'm sure I'll do that when I get off this kick in a couple weeks here. Until then, I can obsess all I want. At least I can tomorrow, after I take my essay exam. I'm sick. I think I got whatever it was that Megan had last weekish. Either that or a sinus infection, which I usually get two a year of but didn't get a single one last year. Anyways, I feel like crap and I'm tired and I hate taking meds that make me all loopy, I'm loopy enough, gosh darn it!! Don't need none of that. Although the sickness alone is making me very slow in the brain. OCTOBER IS BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH. I bought 20 pink bandanas for my floor from Hobby Lobby yesterday. Those who want can buy one from me for $1. Then we can wear them on certain days as a floor (fun, huh?). And if anyone asks why we have them, we can tell them about Breast Cancer Awareness Month. Fun AND educational, I know, great all around! Fall Getaway is next weekend. I hope all goes well since I'm helping out with it. I can't wait until it's over so I have one less meeting to go to and one less thing to worry about. I feel like a slacker because I haven't really done much for it. I hope I'm not still sick during the retreat because that would not be cool. I don't want to infect anyone else. "There's a God-shaped hole in all of us, And the restless soul is searching, There's a God-shaped hole in all of us, And it's a void only He can fill." Must go read for essay exam tomorrow at 10, wish me luck! you know you love me ;)