Time: 1:24 PM Why is it that there are always people in the world who find it their goal to hurt you? I don't understand. I try to get away from them, but I can't. I guess I'll always have to live with it. It's just that people who make up things that I said to make me look stupid are not people I want to be friends with, much less have to interact with or ever deal with in any way. When people say things that make me look dishonest, that's definitely crossing the line. I hate it when my honesty is questioned because I try to be the most honest person I can be. I'm real with people, I try to tell it like it is. I tell people the truth to the best of my knowledge. It's one thing if someone said that I said something bad/mean when I actually did, I will face up to things I have said, even if it makes me look bad personally. But if someone says that I said something, knowing perfectly well that I did NOT in fact say it, that just upsets me. A lot. And I hope the person that I talked to on the phone about this knows how extremely upset I was even though I know now that it wasn't your fault. Anyways, I just had to say that little bit because it's been weighing on my heart for a long time. Plus, it's my journal, I should be able to write what I want. If you don't like it, leave me a message or just don't read my journal. I'm so happy that I am going home this weekend. I was super stressed from this week's tests and many other things so I am so glad that I can just go home and get away from it all. I do have a couple things to do (doctor's appointment, volleyball game, church) but that's nothing compared to what I've had to deal with this week. I'm looking forward to being able to relax fully and completely. Next weekend, my mom and sister are coming up to visit for family weekend and the week after that is Fall Getaway!!! I'm so excited about fall getaway. Miriam and I are in charge of night activities and here are some of our ideas: campfire (with s'mores!), capture the flag, and movie night. It will be super fun, I can't wait. I loved it last year, even though when I came home, my fish had died (poor Kitty I!!!). It was a good weekend for me to relax and really focus on what's important. If you don't know what's really important to me, then who are you and why are you reading my journal? I have two of my test scores back: Accounting: C and Chemistry: 54 (probably a C+ ~ stupid pickle question). That's all I have to say, I need to pack so I can go home (YEAH!!). It will be good to be back on Nebraska soil, where things make a little more sense. And since I always think you should question yourself, here's a question for me to ponder over this weekend: How am I supposed to see the good in people who do things to purposely hurt me? Oh yeah, and a quote for me to remember, although I don't remember who said it: "Try not to hold those you love to impossible standards, like being able to love you back." you know you love me ;)