OMG im so fuckin irritated. I have tried TWo Times to write this damn journal entry. and each time, i got disconnected becuause i had to take the calls from Callwave..and lost what i wrote. I hate AOL. so now..im offline, writing it on wordpad so i dont loose it. okay..so i look at everyone else's journals, and they have like, colors, a friend's list and list of active users on the sides. i dont have that. do i have to like, have a certain amount of friends and activity to get that? cuz its frUstrating the crap outta me. OhYEah. i just did up my lil' info page, so yall can check it out if you want to. Sometime or another... im leaving at six tonight to go to the gym with my sister. I want to work at building up my cardio so im not gonna lift alot, becuz i dont want to get all nasty with big muscles. lol We're gonna start running the track everyweek too. I used to hate running long distance..but im actually looking forward to it. im like...really getting into working out now. i do up to ...200-300 crunches, flutterkicks, and the sitting stance before i go to bed. yah. i need to work out mah toosh! . i just got new filas too, so that motivates me to want to use them lol... i have asthma though. it sux. im not like ..severly bad with it. but it still sux. almost everyone in my family has it. ya but im like...still tryin to figure out this site. its different from what im used to. owell. ill figure it out i guess. dude. what do you guys think about this whole thing with Micheal Jackson's new accuser?? personally, i dont really like him. his music is really good though. and i dont really care for the "king of Pop" persona either. whatever... all i can think is here we go again. i prolly sound real bitchy in this entry. i'm pretty happy though. i went to school and seen all of my friends which was really exciting. its odd...my child hood sweatheart, Dustin...just never really cared to know how i was doing the past two years. i became really good friends with his recent ex Megan. it was kinda weird. i mean, i dont have any feelings for him at all and havnt in a really long time, but now since they arent together, he is like flirting with me at school an did at burger king. i wanted to say "what the heck..so now your talking to me??" i said something kinda like that inside the hall. someguys..that i used to hang out w/ when i went to regular school got all excited when they saw me and i said "ya. you guys love me to day..but that will only last for today" i was bein cute about it. seriously..joking. i miss everyone. i was so nervous being in school. when i was writing my Number for my friend Gracie ..my hand was like goin hay-wire. some dude i used to hang out with who lives in taft was on the visiting team for football and told her to have me call him. ...the last time i talked to him...we got in a fight.. cuz his gf bitched me out cuz i said he was cute. i just stopped with that whole thing. immature.. it was lame and she got all crazy on me and so did he. i dunno if im gonna call him either. ill just let him call me. well....my eyes hurt. i really should be wearin my reading glasses...but im lazy and dont want to get them lol so ill come back later ..tonight or tomorrow later -jac