i just got home from nina's... and i have to say i ...am beyond irritated. I didnt want to go in the first place because i had shit to do.. shit = homework. sore as fuck from doin a burn pile for 4 hours yesterday and getting wood for chris, nina's mom.. so that's another reason i didnt want to go..but then they all give me a guilt trip an shit so im like..fuck it, i'll go. didnt get a shower untill NiNA got HER shower because eMeLiO was coming. yay. im like..you know waht. im fucking tired, got your asses wood, have soot in my hair..and i should get a shower. i came here for you guys. never got my work done...then today during the super bowl amber, nina's cousin keeps staring at me and shit...asking me questions all the damn time about how much i weigh and "ohh..i need to get a bra like jaclyn..they make your boobs look fuller." im like..wtf? why the hell are you staring at my boobs anyway?? then chris wants to see my bra so she knew what kind to get for Amber and im like..no thankyou i'll pass.. ..then chris tells me to look at her and she flashes me HEr tit as a joke. and all the while nina and emileo are making out on the floor, im like get a fucking room why dont you.....and then gary's over in the kitchen braging about his "homemade" chili that tastes like he dumped it out of a stag chili can. i was thinking...if you guys think this is good..you have no idea what goood chili realllly tastes like... and just everyone with their little annoyances made me so frustrated i just felt like crying..and then thinking about my own problems that i'm going through didnt help. and now im getting sick because they all smoke. so if i cant go to this competition it's becasue of them. and on top of all of it my fucking fish dies. puppy died. that's the last thing i need. today is just Not my day.