//take me

Feeling: yummy
We buried Sierra yesterday down in the meadow near the creek. He has his first flower. --take me-- Clean hands wash over me Today is over please take me I don't know what's left to say But these dirty hands they keep me Let go, Let me go You can't have me, I see behind your eyes Nothings real anymore Your dirty hands corrupt me Leave me on the floor Alone. Things come and things go Nothing stays the same, Ironicly You wash away the filth And it comes back again It seeps through your pores And begs to come alive You are what they've become Everything is a lie Let go, Let me go You can't have me, I see behind your eyes Nothings real anymore Your dirty hands corrupt me Leave me on the floor Alone. Clean hands wash over me Today is over please take me Let go, Let me go Leave me on the floor Alone. April 2nd, 2004 12:40 a.m. alone. lonely. it was 2am anyway.. i should be alone..shouldnt I? me chillen.. and I dusted of my geetar and wrote a new song.
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aww that sucked!!!

lol jk

it was good. =) i like it!!! =D

XOXO <3

-Sarah
[Anonymous]
Hello jac. Put a flower out there for me? I didn't know sierra, but flowers help sometimes. That and they smell nice and attract cool bugs, and cool bugs rock. They're cool and stuff.

Be well, jac.

--Nick
[Anonymous]
Thanks for the comment and thanks for being there to talk to. Love you.
-bottledemotion-
[Anonymous]
sweetie..i don't know what to say...everything that you have talked about seems to sureal like it never really happend...and i know that it did...i wish i has some words of advice to make it all go away...but i don't...all we can hope for is the beatuy in tormmrow...
love you
take care
sondra
[Anonymous]
im sorry, that must have been hard.. i love natalie merchant ;)
[Anonymous]
shit hits the fan man huh?
it sucks...
and i feel like im missing out on so many good people... like you...
i need new friends man...
i got tons of them...
but when it comes down to it...
they all just care about themselves...
boo to that dude...
visit boston...
we could be basket cases together man...
at least i know it wouldnt be bullshit...

ugh...
deep breaths...

we'll be ok...

<3 andy
[Anonymous]
I'm so sorry about your dog ... my cat is gone and if anything happened to my dog, I would be so upset.
[Anonymous]
Hey J dawg. Just wanted to comment and say goodnight and also that the song clip you sent me earlier sounded very nice you have a great voice you should do something with it...you should be on American Idol or something...I don't know..something! lol. Well I will talk to you tomorrow I love you girl...goodnight.
Well good luck at American Idol next season I'll definitely be watching...that's one of my favorite shows.
Urgh I'm so very tired. Zzzz. Night night.
whats in the bottle in that pic? it looks weird....
You're very pretty ... do you have any more pictures?
[Anonymous]
That's cool ... well, I'm changing my diary for friends only, but it was nice getting a comment back from you. I'm sorry about your dog, I lost my cat :'(
[Anonymous]
you're soo pretty. who is sierra? :( and thats really cool that you write songs.
[Anonymous]
I'm all jacked on sugar packets goijus...I'm runnin coicles around...uh...not sure. Anyways...yesha yesha 3 bags full of ummmmm..what was it...oh yeah...laffy taffy. Hmm...I'm effed.
my dog is 16 years old too. she and on her last inning of her life as well. i know how you feel about your dog. :(
[Anonymous]