alright...im at my brother's house. dinner went pretty good today..although im stuffed beyond comfort.. so we went to the market place to watch Bad Santa right.....but whadya know..the damn line was like 200 feet long.. and then they sold out..so we came back an chilled ..watched Lou do his litte "rave light show" haha... and emily will not leave me alone..anyways. mick an lou were outside talkin ..and religion came up. you dont wanna talk to lou about religion. just that simple. he's got God tatooed on his neck. in ..like hebrew or some shit. because he thinks we are all apart of God. so do i. but every ones on his ass wondering why he did that in the first place if he is so...not religous. its just fuckin complicated dude. when you really stop and look around. you see things. that no one else sees. that no one else comprehends or even thinks about. maybe its just me . maybe everyone does it. maybe it doesnt really happen at all. what the fuck am i talking about? i dont even fucking know ...then lou says how him and april joke around about...basically..how it would be funny if the "horn" (once the un joins with america) were in her stomache..which means basically when the anti-christ is born..and hes saying that shit out loud im like what the fuck are ya doin? whatever dude. im goin to bed. night ~jac