God...i still have an hour & 1/2 to wait till i leave. i've got my shoes, shimmer lotion stuff, makeup, curling iron and my dress all ready to go. ..and that palmade shit. hair spray makes my hair kinda fro-e so i'm gonna use that stuff with it to make my hair really shinny and fly away free lol i'v never used it before, so i hope i dont screw it up. that would suck. fuck ..i HOPe to God will doesn't show up! AHHHHH. OMG. please dont let him be there. if he is, i'll try to see through him. which will be hard... considering i dont have x-ray vision. phewww *breathes* my tonsils hurt now. everytime i swallow it hurts my ears...or bend down my head starts to hurt. i wish i could go at least 6 months without getting sick!