-Whimsical- i really like that word.. -In reality I am actually feeling whiney. I hate that feeling because I know it's annoying as hell to hear someone bitch and complain about the stupidest things like the weather and bands that go on your teeth which make your mouth feel like you want to shoot yourself... -Don't ask me how I am because you don't want to know. Just tell me to shut up and get over it. -Whitney pissed me off this morning. She said something (a few times) that totally got under my skin.. and it doesnt even make sense to me so I told her I didn't want to talk anymore then hung up the phone. I called her a little while ago and apologized for being rude.. and she kinda apologized for what she said. So now I feel a lot better knowing that everything is okay... -Donnelle leaves in 5 days. I can't imagine her not being here.. I don't know how I will deal with it. -McClane and I don't talk as much as we used to. (I mean we don't talk for hours on the phone every waking moment) I am feeling okay though- it's different. Our relationship is developing more now, but I don't know what will become of it. It feels like its on the fence of becoming something more.. or less. -Mom has been sick for the past two weeks. I keep telling her to go to the doctors. It's more than just the common cold if your going through multiple VICKS 44... Stephanie thinks she has COPD.. -I want to join a band. -I wrote 3 new songs. -I'm tired now and need to get some rest. I have to get up early to drive 100 miles just to come home and go back to sleep. -i havnt had a comment in a long time..