FUCKING FUCK.. (pix)..

Listening to: lifehouse
Feeling: vexed
FUCK. everything is lost again. i have to start over. ok.. heres my dress.. only.. it's slightly darker purple. 2001. when i won bakersfield's brightest star... Amy Adams did my make-up that day at CLinique.. and the camera's followed us around when selecting the outfit .. and we sang celine dion together :) about 2 months ago. aint i cute? loook in to my eyes u are getting verrrrrrrrrrrrry sleeeeeeeeeeepy and me now :) -__-_-__--__-__--_---___--__---__-_-_---__-__- I hate it how I say "I'm going to bed now.", turn off the lights, sneak my cold body under my blankets and have 37858584738 thoughts going through my mind. Mainly about him. I wish he was there to slide his fingers down my back.. and hold me like it was the last time. Tell me he loves me and he'll always be with me. Just to look in his eyes and hold him would mean the world. And he's not here? I want to feel him. And wrapping my own arms around my lonely body is not comparable to what I want to feel. So I come back here to put these thoughts away in a file in space. And this will go on everynight till I'm with him and can feel his fingertips against my skin. Now I can slip back into sleep and wish he was here and pretend he's holding me... untill tomorrow night.
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she (joely richardson) plays in nip tuck, i have no idea what else she plays in, but whatever u look great in them pictures (thinkingwhy)
[Anonymous]
Grrr, as your elder... I command you to stop those thoughts right now and comment me back! =D

Hehe. Lololol.
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[Anonymous]
the picture where ur in the black dress reminds me off joely richardson... they're good pictures though(thinkingwhy)
[Anonymous]
the diary htmlandgraphix I cant get the pic in the comments, i saved the thing as comment_pic.gif didnt work :( xoAmy-Lee
[Anonymous]
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[Anonymous]
ur very pretty, but u know that...xoAmy-Lee
[Anonymous]
ooo sorry to hear that hes not there!! Does he live in another state or something? or just to lazy to get over there? well i talk to ya later
william
[Anonymous]
Hey those are good pics! Your pretty. lol.