hmmm i dont know..if i'll keep this new layout.. i get bored real quick..this is like..the 50th time i'v changed it my throat hurts. my mom wants me to go to bed because i "keep her up" and she "looses her window of opportunity to go to sleep" mmkay these checkers are tripin me out... mom was talking on the phone forever...so when she finally got off i signed on aol..and i was like "i bet jim tried to call the whole time" ..then i go get some carrots and ranch ..and who calls but jim...and i have the headphones plugged in so i cant hear a thing. stupid me. ... "jackie." ".." "............Jaclyn!" "what" "jaclyn. you need to go to bed..alright?" ".....uh huh..." "alright?" "....." "ALright????????" "---uh huh---" Update 1: im still sitting in this chair waiting till she says somethin again..an makes me jump out of my chair. chair chair chair. *cough* i feel like such a nerd "i need my inhaler" lol. hmmmmmm this bites. i take a deep breath and while my muscles contract like im puking...i exhale. Update 2: im still here....talking to sarah...and she told Matt i said for him to fuck off for dissing canadians or some shit. ...i never said that lol...but she told him she was joking... mom hasnt yelled at me yet... i HATE robustussin!!! YUCK..it makes me dizzy it's so horrible...then using that throat spray..is gross....whats it say... "cherry! plesant taste!" ...plesent taste my ass. it lurks around in your cupboards and medicine cabinets..waiting for you to get sick so it can torture you.......then u use it..and like an orgasm theres a rush of relief an extacy.... but then i exhale...and that puking thing happens again... im tired as shit....yeah.... UPDATE ..3: yes im still here. sadly. my dog is anorexic. yes. she thinks she's ugly. ... she never eats like she is now..you get used to habits of ...things....so yeah.. she's eating now. i really cant stand the show "livin large" they really piss me off. it's all about the money and 20 cars they have in they're garage they dont even drive. looks like a damn car lot..wrong. and then the charity part only lasts a few minutes. double wrong. i dont even know why im still up. im hungry for attention. i dont need it. i dont need it. but i want it. *exhales*