Today...was really good. i feel like i can do anything.........it's so awesome i dont care that i didn't get first yesterday. im just thankful i was able to go and what needed to be revealed...was. i told my mom.....everyone that helped me get to where i am has their name on that money i won...i credit them. i was so convinced i wouldnt be well enough to sing....and then...i just put it in God's hands....and did what i was meant to do. i love it! and to top the cake, jim called this morning..and this afternoon but..he says he might go to iraq....so im really scared..i told him he has to come back... and he said with a cheery voice "i always come back..jim always comes back" ...kinda sad...but reassuring at the same time. i cant dwell on him. he seems happy with the person he's with now..and even though..i wish they would screw up....i cant but my mom is like...well..jaclyn...he calls alot....and obviously he really cares about you. so that feels really good.... i havnt had someone that was interested in talking to me in awhile with out wanting something from me..since im practically off the face of the earth up here.. but yea i feel good about it things will happen the way they're susposed to.