i should have checked your diary the other day because i would have known sooner that you were back online. oh my. i have so much to tell you. i'v only wrote in my diary about 4 times in the past two months. i went on aim and yahoo to see if you were on and i cant check msn though since it's not working right for me. so bleh. i went to the dentist yesterday. ... i'v never had a tooth pulled so i was a bit tense and sweaty. i didnt feel a thing thank god but now im thinking they pulled the wrong tooth. it was a baby one that never came out on it's own and when i look at it now it's bigger than the mollar on the opposite side so im thinking that other mollar is the real baby tooth. they just confused it. i dont know. that would suck. haha.. they would have to give me a free veneer. haha. anyways. im getting something off an infomercial. the bun roller. lol it looks really good though so i thought hey why not? i had a dream the other night that i was at the older guy's house and he was holding me hostage. i must have been there for quite some time because i wasnt panicking anymore. like i was used to it. him and i were talking in the garage while he was welding something, him telling me i had to marry him and stuff. i told him no becuase i was a minor and i loved Jimmy. and then he started to move in on me as if he was going to rape me but i walked out of the garage (still talking to him to distract him) and he said that christianity was the devil. so we were walking up the hill towards the barn and inside i knew if he got me in the barn he would kill me so i slyly got closer to the front gate of the property and knew that if i started to scream and just got my body off his property he couldnt hurt me. i woke up before i got out while he was chasing me. then last night that same dude came to my house and said my mom and i had to give him all our belongings including the house or he would shoot us.... to make a long story short.. i stabbed about 4 people who were with him to save myself and my mom. i had some friends over and they helped. hahah.. that makes me laff now when i think of it because .. just the way it happened. but anyhow i better go. later love me